Aidil-Adha Post

The day is 27th November 2009...here's the thing that's going on:

1. RAYA HAJI YO~
2. BIRTHDAY SI MIEYA YO~
3. FINAL EPISODE OF NUR KASIH YO~
4. BALAK KAKAK AKU DATANG UMAH NAK BKENALAN NGAN PARENTS AND KITORG SUMA YO~
5. AISYAH MY ANAK BUAH YG SUNGGUH COMEL SUNGGUH FRIENDLY YO~

Yep, hari Raya Haji...not that much of celebration la...I did went to some people's house and eat and stuff...

I am not really a big fan of NUR KASIH...but hey~ the more the merrier yo...just supporting those Nur Kasih addicts in the house yo~

Point no.4 is so gonna be a long analysis...so, I skip it since I wanna talk on the point no.5.

*With Aisyah...friendly dia arini...Ok je bila aku dukung dia...siap main ngan rantai aku*

Wuish~ rindu gila aku kat anak buah aku ni...tu psl aku ikut sekali ngan mum aku g raya umah dorg arini...bukan nak melantak ke apa...tp sbb aku nak main ngan Aisyah...nak lambung2 dia...huhu~ Ye la, 3hb ni aku fly...mana la tau dia tak dtg Unggun...after 15hb la baru aku balik Sabah...huhu~ Aisyah Aisyah~ Ko mmg anak buah aku yg AMAT COMEL! Aunty Sayang AISYAH! ^_^

 

  

*Tp petang sikit gitu, dorg dtg g Unggun gak...kekeke~*

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

P.s: Tmr gonna be a bz saturday yo!~

"Bila masa pulak aku convo nie???" Post

Yup, sounds retard as it is...

The day is 25th November...the night before, my mum approached me in my room while I was reading some stuff...The conversation goes something like this:

Mum: Ija, bisuk ko ada program? ko ganti Linda amik sijil dia...ada convo dia bisuk. Linda tidak dpt dtg, dia ada exam

Me: Huh? Jadi naik pentas la aku tu?

Mum: Iya, pakai jubah lg

 *then my eyes goes on like this O_O*

Me: Tapi tiada la kawan aku tu....mana aku biasa tu...ish, malu aku

Mum: Ala~ ada jgk kak nani. Pegi la...mkn free...

Me: Di mana la kunun?

Mum: The Palace Hotel

 *I'm doing the thinking gesture*

Me: Bah, iya la...mama kasi bangun jak aku awal bisuk...kekekeke~

 There you go~

Here's the background on why suddenly I am being offered with this.

Well, early lat year (2008....I think XD), My sister enroll in this sewing courses and somehow selected to undergo the more advance level in sewing which is conducted by MELLIA which started early this year (2009...I know, get urself confuse huh? :P)

So, Currently, my sister is doing her KPLI and happen to be on the 25th November, she had to sit for an exam and therefore, she can't attend this convocation. Not only her, but also there is this 1 girl who is currently enrolling in the more advanced level in Perak. So, they had to find 1 more substitutes and happen to be that I have nothing else to do *Durh~ semester break ok~*

So, when the morning comes, I woke up early...even before my alarm clocks start yelling at me...*Aisehmen~*

Get myself ready, had breakfast...yada yada yada~ and there I go, waiting for my cousin...to my surprise, I was actually being punctual! My cousin promise me that we will make our move from my house at 8.10am and I was already stood there not far from her car waiting for her....HAHAHA~

As I arrive....whoa~ so many female wearing PINK! GahhHH!! kinda hurts my eyes...So, my cousin and I head to the venue of the convocation...I was actually stunned by how big their mirror was...see the picture below:

*I dunno the dude behind me*

We arrived there at about 9am and I thought we were late...But durh~ I think we are the early birds =.=

I was sitting on this couch outside the conference room and still tempted by those mirror...Damn~ How I wish the mirror in my house is as big as that!

After I got the robe, I followed my cousin to everywhere that she went...hahahahah~ I was really blur~ I got no friends and just sit quietly...So I took some pictures:        

                               

So, the event start...I just do the walk and did my thing....The rest was damn excited =.=

                                      

After all got their cert, it's the 'Everybody's Pictures' session...and damn it! I was also in it! seriously, I have nothing to do with this...I only know how to jahit yg simple and some beads....but not like the rest of the women in there.

       

Then I decide...nak show off la sikit...alang2 da pakai robe, amik je la pic aku ngan robe ni...kekeke~

*Don't mind the hair please -.-*

Then we head for lunch...It was not as I expected...not bad...but ayam mayonis dia ada darah lg ni...eeeuuuuwwww~ Gross!~

After that, due to the fact that I actually don't have anything else to do the rest of the evening...my cousin bwk la sekali singgah kat mini Putrajaya next to UMS....dia ada hal sikit....Pergh~ ngantok siot! Siap aku ttido2 tunggu kat couch tu....KAKAKAKAKA~

Then, at about 4.30pm baru aku sampai umah....Had to rush to the room, turn on my lappy, call HEP and writing E-mail at the same time....Pretty hectic these days since the GSD and VC CUP is just around the corner and tak pasal2 aku da jd mcm pengurus...huh! Takpe la...for debate...I'll do anything..kekeke~

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

P.s: Esok nak kena pegi HEP yo~ =.="

I kinda have sleep-disorder Post

Nak di jadikan cite....
Al-kisah...aku ni berangan nak fix my sleeping hours la...Ye la, due to the fact that ever since the final exam is over, the way that I deal with my sleeping hours towards the end of the semester is pretty sick...Just imagine, kan in-between papers sometimes ada gap...so, let's say the next day I don't have any paper to sit for, the night before I will stay awake VERY late up until 6am something and there's also times that I don't sleep at all and only sleep when I feel like sleeping.

So, just imagine that....there were times that I don't sleep AT ALL, and there were times that I sleep ALL the time.

I'm intending to fix my sleeping time, i.e: at least from 11pm-5am, not more or less than 6 hours of good sleeping time. Nak dijadikan cite, aku ni tak suka sgt if aku terlebih tido lebih dari 8 jam...kalo aku overdose sgt tetido lebih dari 8 jam, ini akan terjadi:

1. Aku bangun ngan muka blur
2. Aku bangun rasa guilty
3. Aku bangun ngan sakit kepala
4. Aku tak dpt mkn breakfast yg mak aku buat
5. Aku rasa TAK BEST la!

So, itu la salah satu aktiviti aku time semester break ni =_=

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

P.s: Tetiba hujan lebat di tgh mlm buta ni...itu aku rasa tidak best...HUH!

"You gonna keep wondering" Post

I've been into a lot of thinking about everything....well, at least almost everything...social, politic, economic, and so much more...that even at some point, I feel so tired of thinking that I just wanna shut down my brain for a while...

Thinking is good...*at least that is what I think* see! that is what I'm talking about...even while writing this post, I am still thinking. -.-

I think about a lot! So many shit and only God know how I feel when I'm thinking.

You see, shit happen...we cannot avoid it. It just happen. Even though we opt to run away from shit to happen on us, but then, people around you just simply crap out their shit, and there you go...SHIT HAPPEN!

I just don't know why life become harder for people who appreciate life even more, while for those who take life for granted doesn't even face any hardship? Or is it just me who says that they don't face shit because I'm not in their shoes....I don't know.

What I want in life is a pure HAPPINESS...that will last long and never be taken away from me by any circumstances. The reason that I act the way that I do, being the girl who laugh and smile all the time to anyone even on my own gloomy days is because I believe that when we give something to others, something even better will happen to us. I take life in a very positive manner. SHIT really happen...Right now, I am facing shit that really can make me burst down crying silently in the middle of the night and only God knows how tormented I felt. What is happening to life these days?

The reason that I have been too forgiving all this while even when people do me bad, treat me in the very worst way that anyone could possibly do is because I don't want the feeling of LOVE to fade away from my heart. I always believe, when we start to hate a single soul, eventually, there will be no room to love another because it will be haunted by the shadow of hatred. 

Am I letting myself being vulnerable to bad people out there with the way that I am?

Am I being too soft?

Am I being to forgiving?

Am I being too friendly?

Am I being too concern to others?

Am I being selfish to myself that I only want to please others so much that I forget about pleasing my ownself??

Am I being too dumb??

TELL ME?!

"Sudah Terang Lagi Bersuluh"-Post

Heyo~

Ok, this is so gonna be the first post that I write in Malay...*I hope...well, probably gonna mix it*

This post are fully dedicated to the "Pertandingan Debat Anti-Dadah" which took place in Politeknik Kota Kinabalu on 18th November 2009. Pertandingan ni adalah di bawah Agensi Anti-Dadah Kebangsaan.

*tadaa~ gini la setting dia*

Ok la...

mesti korg ttnya2 apasal aku letak tajuk post ni 'Sudah Terang Lagi Bersuluh' kan....hahaha~

b4 aku cite part tu, meh aku nak cite dari mula dulu...mehaha~

Ok, debat ni...aku sbnrnya langsung tadak kena mengena pun...agak2 weyh~ ni dlm bahasa melayu...aku debate English...1 habuk aku tadak tau amcm skill nak debate BM...sama tu mmg la sama...tp agak2 weyh~ BM aku, kalo ikutkan mmg hangkang...sukati aku nak ckp mcm mana dlm BM...lagi 1 aku slalu ckp mix ngan English...tadi pun, aku tgk dorg suma debat tu, rasa mcm binggung ada sbb bahasa tlampau formal, pastu ada rasa mcm nak gigit je sbb apa yg panjang2 dorg ckp tu, boleh sebut guna 1-2 pkataan je dlm english...huhu~

Bukan la aku nak mengata ke apa ke...aku respect gak team debat ni...hebat2 jgk dorg...masuk final ok...and the BEST! si Yazrin a.k.a Ungi2 dinobatkan sebagai Pendebat Terbaik!

*ni la dorg dari my institution*

*tu dia~ Yazrin a.k.a Ungi2*

Cite pasal Yazrin sikit...haha~ dia ni debate english gak...kira ada element Awesome la jgk dia ni...English dia bantai, BM pun dia bantai...bak kata Madam "pendebat 2 alam" XD LMAO~

So, da terang2 da pertandingan ni anjuran agensi anti-dadah kebangsaan...confirm la motion suma bkait paut ngan dadah...pasal tanggungjawab kerajaan to deal with this social outcry, pasal how the society need to be part of the eradication to ensure the effectiveness of all those campaign of eradication of drug-addicts and stuff like that...byk la sgt dorg bincang...aku da muka basi dari pagi dok tmagu rasa nak ttido pun ada...*tu kalo part yg tak best la* da blk2 aku dok slouch...huh~

Ok, nak dikatakan jgk...suka gak aku tgk dorg ni debat...bukan apa...bak kata omputih...flowery2 gitu....wakaka~ then perumpamaan yg sungguh megeletek ati aku XD...here are some that i would like to quote...these are among my fave:

• Jangan jadi seperti pokok rambutan, yang lain menjadi bunga kita pun menjadi bunga. Bila pokok lain menjadi buah, kita masih menjadi bunga. Jadilah seperti bintang yang bekerdipan di malam hari, bila malam terang menyinar, bila siang menjadi igauan (3rd speaker UMS)
• Proksi kami jelas, sudah terang lagi bersuluh (2nd speaker MasterSkill) <-- ni la aku ckp ni...lepas mamat tu ckp yg ni..mcm all the way smpi sidang ke-2 pun guna ni XD
• Berbaju merah, putih dan hitam datangnya dari UniTar, tapi kami datang dari UiTM berdiri disini tanpa rasa gentar (Yazrin UiTM)
• Mana mungkin si ibu mengandung jika bukan ayah yang membantu (Yazrin UiTM) *i laugh like crazy*
• Ini dewan perdebatan, bukan dewan tom tom bak (3rd speaker UMS)

Suma yg aku quote tu aku punya fave....hilang mengantuk aku jap...haha~

Nak jadi cite lg...well, kan dlm debate or debat masing2 ada speaker dewan...ok, in my style of debate...speaker dewan tu aku address as 

"Mr./Madam Speaker Sir/Ma'am"

Kalo dlm BM punya lak...yang aku perhati...dorg address camni:

"Yang di-pertuan dewan"

Maksud masing2 sama je...habit pkataan2 ni kuar pun sama....haha! kalo aku debate, da tak terkira kot berapa byk kali aku ckp "Mr./Madam Speaker Sir/Ma'am"...tiap abis 1 ayat mst sebut kot....
sama la jgk ngan kejadian debat ni...tiap kali abis ayat tu, byk kali ckp "Yang di-pertuan dewan"....haha~

Ok, pendek cite la...since aku da penat weyh~
Majlis penutupan dirasmikan oleh pengarah politeknik..tapi dia tadak...so wakil la...ni...tgk dlm gambar ni:

*penganti pengarah Poli bagi ucapan*

So, ini encik, dia baca la ikut ucapan teks pengarah...da awal2 dia ckp kat kitorg yg teks dia ada 14 muka surat...igt dia memain...skali, ada smpi mata aku da layu, bdn aku da slouch, dan mcm2 lg la yg menunjukkan aku ngantuk tahap gaban...rupanya betul kot ucapan pengarah tu 14 muka surat...huh! apadah nak buat panjang2 weyh~ make is short and sweet la -.-"

Dah settle ngan penyampaian hadiah, kitorg kena jemput minum petang...agak lapar...makanan aku nmpk sedap je...wahaha~

Dah selesai makan...kitorg balik la...

*ni la goodie bag...aku pun dpt*

*ni la dlm goodie bag tu*

So, apa2 pun...aku nak terus perjuangan aku ngan DEBATE~

tak lama lagi ada tourney~ at least tak la sucky sgt....huhu~

ouh...btw, aku rasa berbaloi gak aku pegi debat ni...takde la aku dok umah je 1 hari suntuk dok on9 yg ntah apa2 fb manjang, study sikit...huhu~

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

Hate-Post Level 1 V1.0

I never proclaim that I have the perfect manner when it comes to answering the phone calls especially when it is from anonymous number. But at least I say 'Hi' or 'Hello'  and then ask properly who am I speaking to.
Now, here's a post I would like to share...kinda like a hate-post and especially goes out to the douche-bag who making life retarded out there.


Few days ago, I received this retarded phone calls...I don't have that number in my phone book so the number appear somehow unknown to my memory. So I picked up anyway due to the fact that many people call me up regarding debate thingy and stuff like that.


So, that douche-bag at the other line says that he knows me, he is my old friend and all...so I ask him "Well, if you have a name, say it...if you really one of my old friend, of course I remember". But then, the douche-bag refused to say his name *what? is he some kind of Lord Voldemort whose name should not be mentioned? -.-*


And then that douche-bag mentioned about things that connected to me...For God sake, have you ever imagine how scary it can be? It's like you are being stalked by this fag! And then, that douche-bag hung up. But before he did, he said that he will call me later...Geez! that add up my trauma!


Ok, here's the thing...I never reveal this to the public...but I ever experience all of the things listed below:

1. Another douche-bag from another anonymous number and act retarded and start making orgasm sound! *seriously, I was stunned and immediately hung up...but that douche-bag call again and do the same thing...I was like "WTF with this a**hole??" so I hung up again and then I turn off my cellphone for about 30 minutes..when I turn on my cellphone again..Geez! that douche-bag did called...*
2. My friend who turns out to be trying to flirt me...F you!
3. My friend who pull pranks on my...Damn you!

You see...I don't have problem with anonymous number. I mean, we cannot expect that we know every number that appear when someone make a phone call. It's not like we have ALL people's number. So, I put into my mind saying that when an anonymous number appear, I have to treat that phone call in a very formal manner.

But then, when some retarded douche-bag do stuff like I've mentioned above, right now, I'm thinking about considering the possibility that I will never gonna entertain any anonymous number that appear...meaning to say, I'm just gonna let it rings and stop by itself. If that person really need to talk with me, that person need to text me and identify themselves before I seriously entertain them. Seriously...I don't get it when people regard a phone call as a medium for some retarded act like that. 

And then, this also came across my mind. If let say, another different douche-bag do the same and I have to pick up anyway...well, I'm just gonna 'kelentong'.

I take phone calls seriously..it's no joke to me and I REALLY MEAN IT! You see, people nowadays are spending most of their time with cellphone...while for me...my cellphone is a medium for me to do my work...so, I take all that phone calls seriously...

So, next time, whoever that get my number and wanna call me, please...do it in a good manner...identify yourself so that I won't curse you when u hung up or even worst, when you are still talking...up to you..make it worst or make it better...

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

The beginning of semester break post

Wokey~
Here's the thing...officially, I'm having my semester break from today onwards until December, which I'm not sure on what date for December.
Technically, I don't have anything to do...I know I'm gonna rot at home waiting for the new semester. But practically, here's a few things that I need to keep up during this semester break:

1. Debate proposal (from training up until Inter-Bel Tourney)
2. The Loan Agreement (from the fill-in-the-blank up until the stamping -.-)
3. Room spring cleaning 
4. Debate training (diggin' up and stuff)
5. Need to clean up my lappy and identify which folder are not usable anymore and not to mention, need to burn all those movie cause I need to get another new movie...WUHOO~

So, yeah...hopefully that my semester break this time won't be so pathetic.

In the mean time, this is what I'm looking forward to:

1. Peers Mentors for the MMS thingy (I've applied)
2. Skim Khidmat Pelajar SKP (I've applied)
3. Debate Tourney (GSD and VC Cup)

Hopefully, the tourney will happen...that is why i still need to study for this semester break...huhu~

MissAwesome Signing OFF~

The end of final exam post

The date is friday 13th and i gotta admit, THE DAY IS NOT COOL!

Why do i says so?? here is why:

1. My last paper for my final exam for this semester just finish...and I gotta admit IT'S NOT COOL!!! Damn it! Here is the reason why it's not cool:
- The gap between my previous paper which was on the 11th is so damn close. FYI, on 11th, i got to sit for 2 papers: 1 in the morning, 1 in the evening...Can anyone ever imagine how retarded i was at the end of the day????
- On the 11th itself, to add more to my misery, i woke up with my period...Damn it! I usually have heavy flow on the 1st day and before the clock even strike midnight and 2nd day would be the day that i suffer the most with body ache everywhere resulting me unable to wake up the whole day..DAMN IT!
- Due from that, i only able to start doing my revision for my paper on the 13th at about 9pm something on the 12th. I had to compress all the time that i have to cover the chapter. I was still pushing myself with all the pain that i had to deal with. And to be honest, i didn't really cover it all >_< Most of whatever i answered in the answer sheet just now are bluntly based on whatever lesson i grab in class since the beginning of the semester and to be honest, it was not enough! The questions are damn retarded and freakin' hard i tell u~ i was relying mostly on my common sense! ARRRGGGHHH!!! I really hope that whatever i write in my answer sheet really do make sense to the checker...may the checker have the good spirit while checking my paper...not on ly for this paper, but as well as the other...huhu~
- and to spice up the 3 hours paper...at about approximately 30 minutes before times up, there is a VERY LOUD NOISE and TOTALLY DISTRACT ALL OF MY CONCENTRATION!!! DX Seriously, it really distract me during that most important 30minutes! DAMN IT!

2. I really do feel like there's no point that i'm doing this degree...Seriously...i really need to find my spirit for this...I really need to find the reason why i want to keep up with this major and what am i suppose to do to make myself feel worth it to feel the pain of doing this degree.

3. I realize that i have NO ONE to SHARE MY SORROW...I feel so lonely, i have no close friends...my 'Friends' here took me for granted and i feel like shit! This particular matter will be discussed in the upcoming post...

To sum up everything...i really feel that this semester has been a big mess out...a big screw out and a big blunders...because for me, there's something that i need to settle and i really need to do it before the next semester begin...HUH!

And, as for conclusion, THE SEMESTER IS NOT AWESOME! ARGHHHH!!!!

MissAwsome Signing OFF!~

5th November Post

Wheehuu...
It's November and December is fast-approaching in less than 30 days...WAHAHAHA~~I LOVE DECEMBER~~ December is my favorite month due to many reason which i will post when December finally here...for now, lets stick to talk about what's going on with this November.

Since 1st November, I haven't really got stuff to do...just hibernating at home, doing so many revision for my final exams. For some, they already started their final exams since 26th October...but mine was 1 week later...XD because my 1st paper for this semester only starts at 5th (which is today).

well, to start it all, well...lets talk about 4th November. On this day, i find myself feeling so not into revision but by hook or by crook i had to push myself. so, what i did was, i study and watch TITANIC on my laptop at the same time *Genius huh?* haha~ Gotta admit, it helps me study...but i gotta admit as well, almost the end of the movie, i start to pay all of my attention to it and end up crying (*yeah yeah...i'm a girl...what do u expect???-.-*). After watching Titanic, i was inspired for something in my life, something that i used to find hard to decide...but then, decision made...*Let it remain only me know what is it :)* so, since i get hooked again with TITANIC, i started downloading all of it's soundtrack (only the instrumental one and mostly by James Horner)...To be honest, it gives me the peace in mind for the thing that i have decided which only needed to be blurted out with a heart-to-heart conversation with my BFF, HASLINA HASHIM~ (If u know what i mean~)

then, i end my 4th November by chatting for a while with some of friends and end it before midnight because i aimed to wake up early and continue with my revision and stuff...Yes, i did wake up early...but then i went back to sleep again XD
But then, i wake up at 7.50am, head to the kitchen, brew myself some coffee, grab some of the 'goreng cempedak' my mum made and head to the room and continue studying some more.

While studying, suddenly my phone rings the 'Saint and Sailor' songs by Dashboard Confessional...it's an unknown number from KL which i seems find unfamiliar with. If it was my brother, then i should have recognize his office phone number since he used to call me using his office phone as well...to my curiousity, i picked it up anyway.

It was the on-phone survey by TM...apparently, they have the record of my phone number since i gave them every time i call 100 and they require confirmation. So, this lady on the other line of the phone introduce herself as 1 of the people in TM and they are currently doing this phone survey with customer like me ( i think customer like me who lodge complaint too much XD)...so i gave the rating to whatever question she asked me..it was only 3 questions. then i give them suggestion, tell them what what's the problem with the connection at my house why it happen and the best~ I told her that 1 of the technician that entertain me kinda have bad attitude...huh~ >_< just like what i used to had during this 1 time that i call them and this fella talk as if not giving me the chance to speak (what? is he catching any plane? -.-')

After I hung up, i smile to myself and find that it was too ironic. my paper for today is MARKETING RESEARCH. For the past 3 months, i've been conducting research and been exposed to phone-survey, been discussing and brain-storming on the pros and cons for any data collection method and one of it is phone-survey...glad i got the experience now with phone-survey *yeah~ something that i can brag about after this XD*

So, fast forward...it's time to go to sit for my first paper...kinda excited to get over it but kinda creepy at the same time...tons of assumptions rushing in my brain.."what if i cannot answer it??" "what if what i read never came out" "ouh, questions about literature review is quite famous, maybe it will come out again" "is it confirm that my papers will be in the gym??" "GahhH~~ will the rain stops??"....so many question marks...even the one that doesn't have anything to do with my paper this evening XD...
As i arrived, i see only a single soul whom i find not familiar with..i grab some of my stuff and got out of the car, searching for the soul of the known-one. Then i find 3 of my classmates and we start sit at this round table and do our final revision.


*This 1st pix is the pix of those who are too eager to enter the exam hall*


*This 2nd pix is me b4 entering the exam hall...see how almost disoriented am i 0.o*

About 40minutes later, the Head Invigilator call upon us and there we go...sitting in the exam hall waiting for 2.15pm.
I cite some prayers, asking for the Almighty Allah to make it easier for me to answer this paper..

As soon as 2.15pm strike...i flip those questions paper...Whoa~ kinda tough...but i was squeezing my brain real hard...i find only 3 questions that i can 'goreng', the other 3 is making me feel retarded 0.o
so i flip coins and decide to answer question 1,2,3, and 4...and the rest is history...will talk about it when the result finally out 0.o

So now, i'm at home, ready to prepare myself for my next paper on the 8th and 11th...i will post more after 11th because i cannot really spare my time on writing for this moment because i have 2 exams to sit for on 11th (one in the morning and one in the evening)...I AM SURELY MENGGORENG DENGAN JAYANYA LAGI >_<

so, anyway...i'll post later...
In the mean time, stay healthy, wealthy and young~
Keep Smiling and Keep Giving :)

MissAwesome signing OFF!~