Sunday, June 8, 2014

I blame nobody

I really don't mind what am I turning to...
I was a sweet sweet girl
I live the life as if the day is my last
I feel joy I feel fine
I feel carefree I feel wonderful
I feel the love...I feel it all. 

But our universe is funny 
Letting us plan and have it our way
And just like that it all becomes a feeling that we had
Meaning to live the life
End up being full of fury

Not a thing that we could blame
Others just do their thing
Behind that every smile and joy of somebody
One actually suffer
Desperate to find the pure happiness
You and I craving for

I blame nobody even from the very beginning 

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Monday, January 13, 2014

Aku bukannya baik sangat pun....

Assalamualaikum...
Apa khabar?
Sihat ka?
Sudah makan??

Kalau aku tanya tu...well...at least itu starter aku mau mula conversation la...Selalu aku blur macam mana mau mula conversation...I mean, I may just stand/sit there with my blur face not knowing what to do or what's gonna happen next.
Yep...aku memang minah blur.

Bukan mau judgmental la juga...tapi aku tau tu...ada saja itu ini yang berkata dan bermadah yang si Ija ni macam tiada guna...ya la...gaya selalu blur.
Tapi bagi si Ija...dia peduli apa~
Bukan ignorance la...tapi...when I think about it, is it not within my power to stop other people to do what they want to do or say what they want to say?? I don't think so.
Bukan mau condemn siapa...masing-masing pun manusia...Ada yang tidak senang sama orang yang kita senang...vice versa.

Sebab tu aku cakap aku ni bukannya baik sangat pun. Ya la...aku pun ada aku suka, ada aku tidak suka...tapi...perlu ka semua benda happens the way that I want it to be???
Ada masa aku cool macam biasa saja kalau benda jadi is below my expectation. Ada masa aku boleh meroyan macam perempuan gila bila benda jadi macam tu.
Tapi apa-apa pun, aku minta la dijauhkan dari perangai yang tidak baik.
Sebab aku bukannya baik sangat la aku minta jauh dari perkara macam tu...Sebab aku manusia...sebab orang lain pun manusia...sebab masing-masing ada hati dan perasaan.
I don't want bad things being said about me, so I refuse to say bad things about others. I'm just a listener, and I will never want to tell others the bad that the other told. Biar sampai aku saja.

Semoga yang baik-baik saja....




P/s: Salam Maulidur Rasul. Tadi aku dengar marhaban dari surau kampung. Aku rasa rindu. Tak tau pada siapa....selalu aku rindu bapa aku...tapi tadi terlintas di hati aku, aku rindu Rasulallah.

Friday, November 29, 2013

The Last Time....

The last time I post a new entry in this blog is somewhere around august 2013.

I still remember why and when did I decide to completely stop posting any entry here.

It was the time that I have to go through the hardest moment in my life.

Last year, on 17th September 2013, I lost my father. He passed away peacefully in our residential. That night which I would never forget. His going-away is something which all of us would never expect. Even now.
Even now, I still feel he's around. Even now, for me, I feel that he will come back. For me, he is watching us. For me, he is still around.

That night when I lost him, I shut down to the world.
As if my whole world collapsed.
As if my life is over.
As if there's nothing worth smiling for.
I lost the only man on earth who will never break my heart.
I love him for that. I miss him so much.

When I shut down to the world, I feel like I don't want to talk to anyone. And I can't think.
Then, I decide that I should never post.
I should never post because I feel by posting anything, I am exposing my own sadness to the world and that is my weakness point.
I said to myself that whatever it is, I just keep it.

But, I've been blog-walking now and then, and re-visiting some blogs that I usually read during my spare time. Blogs like Maria Elena's, as well as Aimi's Blog (Their blogs are so insightful and always reminding the Sisters in Islam).

Now, I have change my point of view: writing blogs is not going to absolutely expose my weakness point.
It's more on sharing thought. And engraving the memory. Yes, what we felt may not be felt by the whole world (I mean, WHO am I kidding???), but those who were there in the event, will know how it is and the feeling of appreciation would be there. And what more would even be more heart-warming than letting the loved ones, friends and family feels appreciated.
Because I believe that, we don't have to tell the whole world what we felt, what important is, the loved ones feels appreciated knows the things that we want them to know.
Well, it's more on feeling. But we'll get there.

I will not promise that I will constantly post any entry every now and then because I know that this will be part of the things that I do when I have the spare time, when I like to do it, and when I felt inspired.

Just like playing piano, writing is my passion.

P/s: Well, I don't write here like I write in my REAL diary. Yes, I have diary and what I wrote there is even more than here.






Wednesday, August 14, 2013

It's been a while...

It's been a while since my last post.
I think it's almost been a year...

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

F.R.I.E.N.D


Friend,
Who are they?
They are just some part of our lives.
They may come and stay until the very end,
and they may even choose to walk away at this very instance. 
Some say,
they are the missing pieces of our puzzle,
it is impossible to complete the puzzle without them.
Is it really true?
Friend,
I could never understand it,
and I could never get it,
I never felt it,
because friend, 
you never show me. 

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Hey!!!

It's my birthday today!!
December, 2nd 2011 (21211)
Birthday post coming soon =)


Monday, November 21, 2011

Who do you think you are??

Everyone have their own goals and achievements, the way how one individual do what they do in order to achieve it, it is up to them.


The question now is: 
"who do you think you are trying to be the barriers to stop oneself from going towards what they have been dreaming and planning of???"

The only thing that I hope that others will do is: 
"To regard the effort and be the one to cheer and give words of comfort when the going gets rough"

And who do they think they are, regarding whatever action we took and question it. You see, THERE'S A BLESSING IN DISGUISE and at least for now I got some information rather than just stuck in the same place, doing the same thing while other people are out there exploring life. 



I am a bit pissed (that's why I use the large font)..but I am fine.


Assalamualaikum


P/s: Jangan ingat seseorang itu akan kekal di sesuatu tempat, jangan jadikan diri anda sebagai penghalang...anda mungkin tidak menyedarinya...tapi, suatu hari anda akan tau bahawa kadang-kadang, dimana seseorang itu berada tidak sesuai dengan tempat mereka berada dan mereka perlu melebarkan sayap dan mencari pengalaman sejajar dengan keinginan dan kebolehan seseorang.
 

Bagi saya...

Saya tak kisah kalau Pasukan Bola Sepak Malaysia ke Sukan SEA 2011 kalah di tangan tuan rumah...Saya akur sekiranya ia adalah permainan dan adil dan kedua-dua pihak menghormati antara satu sama lain. Bagi saya, kekalahan itu adalah sesuatu yang pasti, begitu juga dengan setiap kemenangan..Tahniah Harimau Muda...anda semua telah membanggakan semua rakyat Malaysia di serata dunia kerana kita adalah CHAMPION di SOUTH EAST ASIA!!!

**You guys make EVERYONE proud


Saya tak kisah dengan seribu kutukan mana-mana pihak tentang Malaysia...biar mencurah kutukan yang diterima, bagi saya, Malaysia adalah Tanah Tumpahnya Darahku...Saya bangga menjadi Rakyat Malaysia.

Tahniah kepada barisan Pasukan Bola Sepak Malaysia ke Sukan SEA yang telah berjaya membawa balik pingat emas. Walau beribu kutukan, walau jutaan individu yang mencaci anda semua di stadium tuan rumah, tetapi semangat Malaysia dan Harimau Muda tetap berkobar. Syabas!!!

Terima Kasih juga kepada anda semua kerana anda semua menunjukkan sportmanship yang terbaik. Semoga anda semua pulang ke tanah air dengan selamat.

Have a good rest to Team Malaysia...your journey is still long ahead.
But remember, I, NORAFIZAH BASIRIN, Always support you!!

CONGRATS!!!

Good night you sweet sweet people =)

P/s: Tak releven la nak minta declare cuti peristiwa esok hari..boleh buat negara byk kerugian. Jangan jadikan cuti peristiwa sebagai satu trend.

**Credit to Ayuni...saya amik gambar tu dari blog anda =3**

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Le tagged


TERMS & CONDITIONS:
  1. You must post these rules.
  2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
  3. .Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post. And create eleven new questions for the people you tagged to answer.
  4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post.
  5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged HIM/HER
  6. No tagging back!
  7. No stuff in the tagging section about "YOU ARE TAGGED IF YOU ARE READING THIS" YOU LEGITIMATELY (a.k.a REALLY, TRUST, WITH ALL HONESTY) have tagged 11 people.






  1. I love chocolate and pudding
  2. I'm single and still searching but not rushing because I'm picky >:)
  3. I am a south-paw (left-handed) person
  4. I cannot sit still and I always tend to keep myself busy
  5. I can't appropriately pronounce the word "R".
  6. I easily get inspired.
  7. I hate people who dump babies, and people who torture animals for fun...I truly hate them with all my heart and souls. 
  8. I speak to my cat *meow* 
  9. I sleep like a baby
  10. I love travelling .
  11. I buy my first iPod Nano with my own pocket money! =)

Questions from Miss Alia BEE! =)

1. What is your favorite color? Why?
Tough question I must say because I love many colors. But I must have Blue is the color (CHELSEA BABEY!!!)

2. What is your all time favorite song?
Mama by Spice Girls

3. Facebook? or Twitter?
Both! I facebook just for fun, and I Tweet random stuff 

4. Who is your alter-ego?
Faorinzha....hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

5. What is your hidden talent/s?
Baking cakes, acting *wink*

6. Public speaking? or debating?
I used to public-speaking in high-school, but I find debating is more fun since I got to POI and argue with people. Been in debate club since 2005. FTW!

7. A picture of you when you were a kid.
Le 2 y/o me celebrating le birthday
8. Do you like your name?
Yes I do

9. What is your dream house? Why?
MY dream house is the Little Brown House by the Sea because I want to enjoy the ocean breeze with my loved ones

10. YM? or MSN? or SKYPE?
YM and SKYPE

11. Do you love/like me? Why? ehee
I, I , I love you like a love song baby~ hahaha~ Of course I love you Yaya, u're like my siblings to me..You're part of the debate family that I love so much <3



1. Do you watch football? What's your team?
2. Do you think that Facebook will face the same fate as Friendster and Myspace did?
3. Why do you blog?
4. What makes you hit the "LIKE" button on Facebook?
5. What is your favorite movie/s of all time?
6. Where is your phone as you are blogging this?
7. A picture from your last birthday.
8. Where is the poop?
9. What is in your handbag/bag?
10. Do you have any of Dashboard Confessional's song in your playlist?
11. Do you love/like me? Why? ehee



1. Sandra 
2. Irving
3. Arif Jamal
4. Nad
5. Ayuni
6. Afiq Zubir
7. Tom Rungitom
8. Misha Mulio
9. Norliana
10. Yuq
11. Ooney


Sincerely,
Ija 
=3

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Million TQ just as much as the stars in the sky at night

I finally obtain my degree (FINALLY)

Me holding my degree while my mum at the back with the bouquet of flowers

I thought that I would never make it, considering the history that I used to have. I was once kicked out from this very institution due from bad performance in academic (I know that I can never really do that course but I was willing to risk everything that time just to make sure that my thoughts were wrong). I was devastated that moment thinking that I will never be able to do my degree. But I have this urge telling me that I need to back on my feet again and show everyone that I still can do it even though I was rejected. Alhamdulillah, as in this year of 2011, I have finally obtain my degree from the same institution, Universiti Teknologi MARA (UiTM).

The 25th October 2011 mark the day that I finally become an alumni after I received my degree from the very own Vice Chancellor of UiTM, Dato' Prof. Ir Dr. Sahol Hamid.

Dato' Prof. Ir Dr. Sahol Hamid
Vice Chancellor of UiTM Malaysia.
The only irony thing that I could ever think about while receiving the scroll from his hand was; well, last year, I got the opportunity to attend his Hari Raya Open house which he cordially invited the Student Representative (SRC) of UiTM which happen to have a centralize meeting.
In VC's office last year =3
So, gotta say that I was honored to have the opportunity =)

Going back to the graduation thingy.
When I think about it, the path to finally obtain this degree is very hard.

That many sleepless nights doing assignments...THE life-threatening assignments!

Some of the life-threatening assignmentss  

That many days of arguing with lecturers in class...I mean THE lecturers (You guys are the best!)
The one and only Ms. Bern who never fail to scold us every class and gives us lots of  motivation

That many happy and tormenting days with my classmates..I mean THE classmates!
THE Classmates *Baju Kuning is our lecturer; Sir Franklin*
During field trip to Danum Valley..Epic Picture is EPIC!
That many debate tournament...and the people that I met that time

Some of the tourney and the people 
People in the campus
Running for SRC
That many other people...
That little girl is Sarah. She is Adorable. 

MashaAllah..It has been great years. I get to meet lots of people from many walks of life and experience things that I never thought I would experience. I still remember, while doing my 1st semester of Diploma, I was almost in the debate team to Shah Alam in 2005, unfortunately, they have to cut me off due to budget constraint. That day, I was devastated..But I made a promise that in the future, I will redeem myself, that I will go to that many debate tournament that I even don't have time to spend my semester break, that I somehow have to make the family vacation slightly short for me, that I even gonna complaint that I don't have weekend anymore. Alhamdulillah, I DID IT! I went to many debate tournament, been flying all over the country, I was so busy, I even unable to attend my niece birthday party twice! Celebrating my birthday while out of hometown for 3 times,  I don't have mid semester nor even semester break, not even close to any weekend. I was just been going everywhere. Alhamdulillah for the opportunity.

So, here it is...the thank yous to people who have leave a great impact in my life.

To Allah SWT: The starting of 2009, it was not too long when the year start that I involve in love relationship that in the end really breaks my heart. I still remember that I spend one week to get myself back on my feet again after my last break up. That semester, I thought that I will not survive and I will not score during my final exam. But Allah Swt have His own way of making things comes my way and Alhamdulillah, and I have to admit as well that I still can't believe that I actually manage to maintain my academic reputation. Thank You Allah. Thank you for always giving me the courage to fight for what I know is right for me, Thank you for always listening to me after praying, I always knew that when I don't have anybody to turn to or talk to, I knew that you are an absolute place that I can turn to whenever I feel like talking to anyone.  Alhamdulillah, Allah has granted me things that I wanted all this while. I feel blessed. Alhamdulillah.

To My Parents: This honor of having to complete my degree, I dedicate solely to my mum and my dad..if it's not because of them, I wouldn't have what it takes to complete all this. Because of them as well, I am proud to say that even during my diploma and doing my degree, I didn't apply PTPTN. I am grateful to have Mr.Basirian Musi and Pn.Rasidah Arasdin as my parents. Their endless effort and love towards me are something that I know I can never repay, I owe both of them here and hereafter. I wish Allah Swt will always protect my parents and make them happy, they are the source of my happiness and strength, they are the reason that I survive and I hope that I will turn to someone who can help them, shower them with wealth and love like they did to me. Amin. Same goes to the rest of my family. Thank you.

To My Lecturers; Ms. Bernadatte, Mr. Frank, Madam Hasnawati, Madam Imelda, PM Rosdiana, PM Roslan, Dr. Worran, Ms. Jac, Madam Cynthia, PM Matyasin, En. Sibley, PM Abdul Rahman, En Jais, Mr. Kam, Mr. Marsus, PM Roslan Mokhtar, Mr. Mano, Dr. Xavier and every lecturer...if it's not because of you guys giving me the nightmare from the assignment and term papers up until every project, I don't think I will ever understand whatever I study and life. Thank you very much for keeping up with me as your students. I always know that I always owe each and everyone of you. May God always protect all of you.


To My Debate Family, Echoes Club; Mr. Firdausi, Azel, Kim, Sheenie, Aqilah, Alia Bee, Aan, Sandra..(gosh! There's many of you!!!), throughout my entire life in UiTM, my days wouldn't be as exciting as what it turn out in the end if it's not because of you guys. Thank you for the priceless moment that I had with you guys. The club make my uni life even more interesting and alive and makes my uni life with a clearer purposes and aim. The club help me a lot and I hope the effort will still continue. I will always support the club and I will always help. Thank you!

To my classmates, you're the best...Thank you very much.

There are just too many people that I want to say thank you. You guys are among that many other people who make it happen..I really appreciate you guys and I always pray that you guys will have a happy life, sweet life, and always protected in whatever you guys do. =)

Until then, I hope to see you guys in the future.

Some pictures during my convocation =)

Good Luck to each and everyone of you..

See you in the next entry you sweet sweet people =)



Sunday, November 13, 2011

Graduation 5.0 - Introduction

Assalamualaikum and Good Day everyone! =)

It has been a while I haven't post anything and I am sorry because I know that I did promised everyone that I will post something regarding my graduation day but I was too busy entertaining my family while I was in KL.
So, I only have time to come back blogging as soon as I reach home. But, as you may realize, only now that I actually really make a come-back to my blog because I was really busy for the last 2 weeks, and to be honest, I am still in the busy mode and actually in the midst of mental-block on how am I suppose to write.
So, I decide that...

I will come back within 2-3 days later and write about my graduation. InsyaAllah I will try my best to put the best way possible in my next entry.

So, until then, you people have sweet sweet time of November.

Have a nice day.

See you Soon!

=)

P/s: Esok nak keja...so kena tido awal...I ran out of excuses already if I don't come tomorrow =]

Friday, October 21, 2011

If you have a camera...

Look at this camera..





Cool huh?


And this one too..

Well, this one is not that bad..

Not.Bad.At.All



As long as all these gadgets can capture any picture and even record some event.

Going back to history, who actually invented camera? I am not that sure as well, but as far as I know, it was in 1839, where a Frenchman Louis Daguerre invented the first camera. The Daguerreotype, a metal plate coated with silver iodide, was exposed to light through a small hole in the camera.

Now, I am sure some are familiar with how does the camera looks like WAY back before:

and I am pretty sure that some of you even saw it once or twice on the old movie on how do the ancient camera being use. *Watch Titanic and you will see that the flash are way too shinny*



For me, the invention of camera is a revolution, it's just like the invention of light bulb; both of these items really change the way we live now, i.e; we have lights at night, and we can capture every moment that we want to capture and save it for memories.

I mean, look at what the camera do to us, even if we never been to France, we still can see the Eiffel Tower, we never been to the Niagra Fall, but we able to see and somehow imagine how it feels like being there..isn't it JUST AMAZING??!!!!


Now, the reason that I post this is not to mumbling about camera..*I know it will be pretty lame if I spend the next 5 minutes of you reading aimless post*

I admit that I am an internet addict and sometimes I spend hours watching videos on YOUTUBE or just looking at some pictures..I love them; you know, pictures with people in it smiling and having a good time with their loved ones. It's just amazing that these days, people are now able to capture that sweet moment using good camera. I mean, come on, admit it, how many of you actually wanted or already have DSLR? I think 5 out of 10 people that I know OWN one. *And I have to say that I am impress since you are in possession of something that when you make good use of it, you may able to capture pictures that may just make someone else touched*

But here's the thing...actually, it's bugging me. Like SERIOUSLY.

You do realize that when there are any interesting pictures being shared on Facebook and especially when the picture have the "advising" element in it, other people feel OBLIGE to share it.
You see, it's not that I am condemning the act of sharing. It's just that whatever being posted are somehow at some point seems inappropriate.

Recently, the world of Facebook are being shaken by this amateur video of a 2 y/o girl that are being ran over TWICE by vehicle in China and nobody help her.
You know what is the sad thing? It's not really the little girl being ran over twice, but it's the act of posting the video on any social network. I know other people may bash me because I says so. But I have my own reason.
By just reading the description, I know how awful that is and it's sickening. I never saw the video because for me, knowing that this kind of thing actually happen is enough. I was actually pissed that nobody help her. But I ran into some article today saying that, in China, when you help other people who are facing trouble for example; an old woman fell on stairs and you happen to be there and you help her. When you help other people, you will as well be obliged to bear whatever cost occurred due from the mishap. And things could turn out really bad when the relative of the person that you help accuse you for being the one who cause that injury. That's why in that video, the vehicle driver did not stop his vehicle and help her, instead, he was hoping that she would just die because apparently, the cost of compensation is not as much as the cost of treating the injured person.

Sick isn't it? Yes! IT IS!

Where is the humanity in China?

Now, going back to the topic.



It just bugs me big time that people have the time to capture the video and just let the little girl being ran over. For GOD sake, it's a human life which is irreplaceable once it's gone, but other people run to get their camera and record it? FCK how the rules goes in China, just run and help the helpless little girl, not run to get the camera and record it!!!! 

Now, fine...since there's nothing that we can do now as the video turn viral in a blink of an eye. I was thinking, why people even have the heart to re-post it?

Of course by the moment that the video went viral, the little girl is still alive although her life is hanging by a thread. Few hours ago, I just read that the little girl passed away *May she rest in peace*. But I don't know, who are the culprit behind those pictures of her which is taken while she was in treatment. Yes, it's sad but here's the thing...*allow me to mix my next statement in Malay*
I still remember that we are being thought that kita tak sepatutnya mengaibkan seseorang itu apabila orang tersebut telah meninggal dunia. Tak kira la betapa jahat perangai orang yang meninggal dunia tu semasa hidup, tapi tak baik kita nak aibkan orang. Dan tak kira juga betapa teruk kemalangan atau musibah yang dihadapi oleh seseorang itu sehingga menyebabkan kematiannya, kita tetap tak boleh aibkan seseorang itu setelah nyawa terpisah dari tubuh. Cuba bayangkan anda di posisi mereka yang sedang bertarung nyawa, bila masa mereka melihat dunia dari pandangan di mana orang lain tidak dapat melihat mereka, tetapi mereka dapat melihat setiap apa perbuatan orang lain itu terhadap jasad mereka. Cuba bayangkan, apa perasaan anda?

Malu?

Segan?

Tak tau mana nak letak muka?

Marah?

Geram?

Sedih?

Yes, all of that and maybe some more. I understand that the video or pictures are being posted sebagai peringatan pada semua, supaya benda yang sama tak akan berulang, supaya orang lain mengambil ikhtibar, supaya kita semua akan menjadi manusia yang terbaik dan berperikemanusiaan. Tapi, tak kan la menggunakan the exact photo? I still remember that I used to read lots of scary article without pictures, but still, it gives me goosebumps.

Why can't people describe what happen to the little girl (Yue Yue) by words only? Are they afraid that words won't be effective and people will just say its' exaggerating? that they need to publish real picture? For the love of humanity, IF YOU PITY THAT LITTLE GIRL, STOP POSTING THAT PICTURE BECAUSE SHE MAY NOT REST IN PEACE. If you're thinking about posting her picture in ICU with your caption saying "Rest in peace", You better stop whatever you are doing because you are not wishing her to rest in peace because you post that bloody picture. Stop being hypocritical.

For those with camera, just take nice picture...a good picture is not enough because taking a picture of babies being cut off, human being burnt to death is still considered good as long as it has good lighting #justsaying. Please take nice picture, when I said nice picture, it means picture whereby the people in it is still alive and happily smiling and laughing and having a good time. Why take sad picture when you capturing it for memories? Isn't it that we want to get rid of the bad memories? I don't know how people see things these days. But for me, looking at nice picture makes me happy.


So, if you have a camera, you are obliged to take picture that can make other people touched. You are an artiste. And if you happen to possess a disturbing picture like you name it, I hope you will not simply post it and I hope you are being responsible.


I guess that's it...
You people have a great weekend and take lots of nice picture.

Assalamualaikum.

P/s: Segala yang baik datang dari Allah S.W.T, segala yang buruk datang dari kelemahan diri saya sendiri. Wallahualam.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

My mood is still a bit off

Assalamualaikum...
Guten tag!!

So here  I am, typing another entry into this blog and to be honest, I am still pissed. Pissed on what I finally heard and only God knows how I really wanna bitch slap that 4 person that coming in and eventually leave the club like a coward, and start to engrave bad names of the club by using the club's name to cover the bad thing that woman did. (Oh how I wish to change the pronouns to bad word like __________________ ( please insert your own thought of bad names *you can even leave it in the comment section below*)

To start telling the story why am I still feeling a bit off, let me summarize what happen in the beginning.

As usually, the club that I have been into for quite a long time will held the usual recruitment drive in order to have new people in the club and still keep the club running when the senior finally graduate. So, that early of 2011, we got these 4 new degree students who are interested to join the club.

That same time of the year as well, a TOURNAMENT held by this one institution. So, we went through some training and off we go for that tournament.


It's not like they are really suck, I mean, at least they are trying. I was once like them before when I first started with this thing, but eventually I improve. *at least this are my thoughts to them before I knew whatever shit they leave*

But I just knew that this one girl among that 4 people used the name of the club for her to escape any action being taken against her that night after the tournament's grand dinner. She went out with her boyfriend which has nothing have to do with the club, but when the security guard ask her who is that guy, she claimed that the boyfriend is also a part of the club (when the guy is actually not even a student) and that they just got back from the tournament's dinner; hence she let loose.

To that woman;
I don't give a damn if you want to hang out with your boyfriend, do some nasty thing that satisfy the desire of both of you; I.Do.Not.Care.
The only thing that I care about is: YOU USING THE CLUB'S NAME TO COVER YOUR ASS AND REALIZE THAT WHATEVER IT IS, YOU ARE TARNISHING THE CLUB'S REPUTATION AND MAKING WHATEVER IMMUNITY THAT THE CLUB IS GIVEN TO BE CONSIDERED BY THE UPPER POWER OF THE UNIVERSITY AND MIGHT AS WELL BEING TAKEN AWAY.
Seriously woman, I am really mad at you and thinking of you just made me say "Bitch!" Hopefully someday you gonna fall face down!

Ok, off to another thing. The vice president of the club pulled out and the other 3 of his friends decide the same thing as well on the ground that they are taking 9 subjects this semester and they need to focus on their studies *which I really doubt*.

Here's one thing that I never really have the guts to say it in public, that only my close friends know about it.
I used to enrolled in Diploma in Science in the mid of 2004. I am really focus, but the thing is, what I was currently doing back than is something that really doesn't fascinate me. All I did was study and I don't have any other activities in university and it is as if I don't have a life. At the end of the semester, I got kicked out. Yes, I was kicked out with CGPA less than 1.80. It really sadden me..I fell really hard and I cried for no reason for 1 week.
But then, Alhamdulillah, I manage to redeem myself. I enroll into a course that I have interest into, and I start to join the club. My CGPA during my diploma was not really that impressive, but that doesn't stop me from joining the club anymore. When I enroll into my degree, I still join the club, and because of the club, I have a life and I have been molded to something that I never imagine I could be..sometimes, when I look into the mirror, I always say "Look at you Ija, you used to fell really hard and you used to cried for many nights thinking about the failure that ever come your way. But look at you now.., even if nobody is proud of you, but you should, You should be proud!"


I never blame the club for making me such a busy woman during my uni life, I never blame the club for the mess that eventually occurred in my life, I never blame the club for being the reason that I missed that many family gathering or my semester break...I never blame the club. The club is something special to me..For me, without the club, I am nothing, my uni life would be just another many years wasted without any special memory and I wouldn't have anything to offer to the world.
The club change me.


So, going back to the culprits' excuses. I say that that is an absolutely absurd reason. Depending only to the in-class lesson would not accelerate the growth of potential of an individual. People should go out there and experience the things that life have to offer; go out there and not really bound to what are being thought in class.

To all 4 culprits:
I will not wishing all of you any good luck, nor even a safe life. All I wanted to say to the 4 of you is FUCK OFF!!!


Ok, bai!

P/s: I am in the graduation mood! Yeay!!!








Saturday, October 8, 2011

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

I don't click on whatever link that you says "Please like this..I'm trying to win/get more money"

Yes, Seriously...I don't click it...and you can't make me click that bloody link. Enough said.

That's all.

Assalamualaikum & have a nice day!


Tuesday, September 27, 2011

6 Persoalan Hidup di tengahari yang sangat cool dan sangat best mau tido~

Soalan 1: Apa yang paling dekat dengang diri kita di dunia ini?
Jawapan 1: Mati. 
Sebab: Itu sudah janji Allah SWT bahawa setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan mati.

Soalan 2: Apa yang paling jauh dari diri kita di dunia ini?
Jawapan 2: Masa lalu
Sebab: benda da lalu, bukan senang nak dpt balik..and nak experience the same thing over and over again..*sendiri mau faham la kan*

Soalan 3: Apa yang paling besar di dunia ini?
Jawapan 3: Nafsu
Sebab: Nafsu yang menguasai diri , menyebabkan manusia gagal menggunakan akal , mata , telinga dan hati yang dikurniakan oleh Allah SWT. untuk hidup berlandaskan kebenaran

Soalan 4: Apa yang paling berat di dunia ini?
Jawapan 4: Memegang amanah
Sebab: *sendiri mau faham la kan*

Soalan 5: Apa yang paling ringan di dunia ini?
Jawapan 5: Meninggalkan solat
Sebab: Gara-gara pekerjaan, kita tinggalkan solat, gara-gara meeting kita tinggalkan solat.

Soalan 6: Apakah yang paling tajam di dunia ini?
Jawapan 6: Lidah manusia
Sebab: Kerana melalui lidah, manusia  dengan begitu mudah menyakiti hati dan melukai perasaan saudaranya sendiri.

-Credit to iluvislam.com-
- Go to http://www.iluvislam.com/tazkirah/nasihat/1359-6-persoalan-hidup.html for further reading -


 **So, lepas mkn jgn lupa tunaikan kewajiban okay**

Have a nice day!~

Sunday, September 25, 2011

That link you gave for me to open (it's a scary picture and some possessed girl screaming as the background

Assalamualaikum...Hello~

How are you readers?
I hope everyone is doing great.

Here's a thing that I would like to share this time.

You know that link that some people *especially guys* often give their friends *especially girls*...they gave the link to their friends in hope that their friends will check it out...Yes, for people who "Meh~ I don't give a damn about this", they may just ignore it. But what happen when the people happen to be someone who take whatever bloody link that the other people gave seriously?

Call me dumb or what, but blame the people that gave me the link...because apparently those people who gave me the link are my prep class student...and perhaps they need clarification on certain thing in their subject and stuff like that. So, that one fateful night, this one kid, he gave me the link in my Facebook inbox:


So, I open in *since he said that it's their class's picture*...
But BLOODY HELL!!!! It startled me with the screaming of a girl...I'm lucky enough that I didn't see the picture since I was browsing other page when I was waiting for that bloody link to open.

And...few days later...the friend of the "troll" up there did the same thing:
Like...ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME????


This retarded act really sickening me...so immature of you fella!
Hence, I am here to write a hate post about you people out there who like to scare girls with a link to scary stuff at night

Not-so Dear  people out there who like to scare girls with a link to scary stuff at night,
I do get your joke..I seriously get your bloody lame joke..some credit to you for trying your best to be in the next "Raja Lawak". But seriously? is that the best that you can do? *pffffttT* even my nephew can do better joke than that. And you think it's funny to laugh at a girl after scaring them off? here's the thing, I don't find it funny...I find it fucking retarded and fucking immature. If you do that to the girl that you like, then you're gonna be FOREVER ALONE knowing the fact that you made the girl of your dream hate you for the next lifetime. As for me, bear in mind that I will remember this stupid thing that you did until the day that I'm gone. Oh yes I did forgive your sick act, but I will never forget...someday, you will know that life's a bitch and you will think back on the bad things that you did in the past including scaring a girl at night. I hope you understand that I truly hate what you did. I hope that you will grow up and when you finally grow up, I hope you think back on how stupid was your act. Such a shame you made someone who wanted to help you feels so irritated with you..I truly am. And get this straight, the next time you see me, I'm gonna sneer at you and I will make sure that you will feel bad. I have nothing else to say because if I do, I will only gonna curse you...So with that, YOU enjoy your fun while it last..
-me-

Yes, you may feel that I made a big deal out of this *So what???!!!!* If you do, you can now point your mouse to the "X" on top of this window and close this.

I SANGAT benci dengan manusia-manusia yang macam ni...Korg ingat korg tu hebat sgt la? *da la bagi link pun mmg da terang2 tulis exorcist...nak kata palui boleh???* Korg takde keje lain ke nak buat..kalo takde pun, baik p tido la weyh! memanjang je I tgk status kata mengantuk la, lapar la, bosan la...obvious sgt korg mcm takde life nak appreciate kan! Daripada korg scaring girls camtu, baik korg p buat benda yg bagus, yang berfaedah...korg pedajal girls camtu, free-free korg kena sumpah...korg igt sikit, hidup ni mcm roda, sentiasa berputar, sekejap kat atas, kejap lg kat bawah...I tak nak la kata apa-apa...Tuhan je la balas perbuatan korg yg takde maknanya tu~

Ok..sekian rants yang terbuku sejak minggu lepas pada malam ni...semoga lain kali takde benda yang menyakitkan hati.

Selamat malam...PEACE!

P/s: Good luck la ye pada yg da dok finals tu...pada yg buat jahat tu, cepat2 la insaf, cepat2 minta maaf...kang result hampeh baru korg tau tingginya langit tu.











Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Just a random thought before I call it a day

Assalamualaikum and Hello =D

There are many things that I want to talk about. But since I should be in bed already, there are only one thing that I want to share for now.

Alhamdulillah,
All praise to Allah...for giving me the chance to live another day yesterday..If Allah give me another chance to live many more days to come, I hope I will be a better person than I was yesterday...InsyaAllah.

Alhamdulillah,
All praise to Allah...for giving me the faith and believe that whatever may happen, good or bad; there are always a solution. Thank You Allah for making me feel at peace knowing that with the faith I have in you, I am never alone because You will always be there for me.

Alhamdulillah,
All praise to Allah for still making me wake up to this family. There may be few things that we may lack of, but I never want to replace this family with any other. In the name of Allah, I love this family dearly.

Alhamdulillah,
All praise to Allah for still giving me enough food to eat and fill my empty stomach, and water to take away the thirst. I will always remember the hungry and the thirsty one that is unable to get enough food and water in their place

Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah...

There are just too many things that I want to thank Allah. Allah never fail to show me the way to things that I need in EVERYTHING. I could never thank Allah enough. I am grateful....I really am.

May Allah bless all of us
And in the name of Allah...before I go to sleep, I forgive each and everyone of you :-)

Monday, September 19, 2011

Please just distract me for a while

Assalamualaikum...Guten Morgen everyone =D

Just a brief idea...sorg akak kat office ni bagitau I ada satu company ni tgh cari pekerja baru...
In banking industry...mmg trusted la..
So now, I nak kena buat resume and hantar kat this one guy yg call akak tu tadi kat company tu...

InsyaAllah kalau ada rezeki, I dapat la tu kot...tapi apa-apa pun, usaha dulu baru tawakal kan =D

But please for now...tolong distract I dari fikir that thing cuz skg ni office hour, I tgh buat report..takut-takut je I tak focus nak olah ayat dalam report ni...LOL!~ Nanti malam, InsyaAllah I buat portfolio and touch-up sikit resume I yang da mmg standby tu...

Okay...Sambung buat keja...see ya!