I don't click on whatever link that you says "Please like this..I'm trying to win/get more money"

Yes, Seriously...I don't click it...and you can't make me click that bloody link. Enough said.

That's all.

Assalamualaikum & have a nice day!

Infidelity?? I hope not

Assalamualaikum, Salam sejahtera, how are you dear readers?

So, we meet again and this time =D

Today, I nak cerita ala-ala drama kat TV tu...agak la...tapi tak la terlalu drama macam kat TV tu...masih boleh control kot (boleh control part I kot, tak tau la part akak tu...teehee)

So, as the world know it, yesterday was sunday and of course, today is monday and we don't need any doctor to diagnose how lazy people are when they have to wake up really early in the morning especially monday morning to prepare oneself for work. *well, I do, I woke up late but luckily manage to arrive just in time*

I tak tau apa kena dengan I, takde la nak moody sgt *despite the fact that I have monthly visitor now...pffftt!! You don't know how many chocolate that I indulge into yesterday* 
My mood was just fine...I mean, just fine.

Ok, skg baru kita masuk cerita yg sangat bersangkut paut ngan tajuk besar kat atas sekali tu...
Tak, bukan I yang buat infidelity tu..*boyfriend pun takde, camne nak infidelity? Kalo ada boyfriend pun, tak kuasa I nak curang...Ya Allah, pelihara la aku dari sifat itu Ya Allah*
Ini sorg akak la...dia ni dari minggu lepas lg syok nak cite kat aku pasal "boyfriend" baru dia, sorg caucasian (OMPUTIH GILA!!!), tinggal kat NEW YORK, USA (OVERSEA TUH!!!), Muda (ntah la brapa dekad gap dia ngan akak ni), and and and...mamat tu is a US Military...something like that la, yg penting mamat tu army for USA.
Masuk minggu ni, pagi-pagi, akak tu nmpk je I masuk ofis terus kata kat I "Facebook tak dpt bukak, kena block". I pun naik binggung pesal dia nak bgtau kat I plak?? bukan I yg filter segala laman sesawang yang ofis ni browse =.="
lgpun I masuk ofis bukan nak dok bukak Facebook je memanjang...pagi ni takde niat nak bukak website tu..pagi ni I nak terus buat report, akak tu plak sebok sampaikan berita camtu (bajet CNN!)...bukan I kemaruk sgt nak bukak Facebook, tak hairan la...I kat umah, dlm tandas pun I boleh Facebook kalo I nak (I je tak nak...tak kan nak aibkan diri sendiri).
I tahap tak puas hati pun ada...bukan apa la, I bukan nak mengajar sape-sape, nak fire sesape ke, apa ke...tapi buat je la cite ni sebagai ikhtibar buat bakal-bakal dan isteri-isteri kat luar sana (juga pada diri sendiri); seburuk mana pun suami kita, dia tetap suami kita, sudah ada ikatan yang sah, jangan dipertikaikan lagi. Terima segala kelemahan dan kekurangan yang ada, sesungguhnya hanya Allah SWT yang sempurna. Janganlah kita curang, walaupun suami kita tak tau kecurangan itu, tetapi ketahui lah dan ingatlah, Allah SWT maha mengetahui sama ada yang kita zahirkan, mahupun yang tercetus dalam hati naluri kita...sekiranya perasaan malu itu tidak ada terhadap diri sendiri, malu lah pada Allah SWT kerana Allah SWT maha melihat setiap apa perbuatan kita.

Bukan I nak tazkirah atau berceramah, tapi seriously, I pantang bila somebody tu ada kecenderungan nak curang dengan partner sendiri...I mean, come on la..da berapa lama bersama, skg nak buat hal pulak..hal yang sekelip mata je da boleh runtuhkan kebahagiaan yang terbina selama ni..tak baik..

Mungkin akak ni boleh diselamatkan dari hanyut dan terus cair oleh mamat tu..ye la, I ada gak baca sikit apa private msg yg mamat tu send kat akak tu *da akak tu bagi tunjuk baca, I baca la..*...seriously...mamat tu jiwang tahap buku penulisan Romeo...tapi I yakin yang setiap cebis yg dia tulis tu, amik dari mana-mana buku je...*bukannya akak tu tau segala buku yang ada kat NY tu kan...teehee*
Tapi, seriously la...mmg tahap boleh mencairkan mana-mana wanita..*but for me, it's too cliche because I mcm pernah baca kat memana ayat mamat tu*
Nasib baik la I menolak bila akak tu nak bagi I bercakap kat fon bila mamat tu call akak tu aritu...*walaupun I ada American accent, tak kuasa I nak cari pasal...nak mamat tu tak puas hati, kang dia hantar bom pegi kawasan ni :-O*

Tapi apa-apa pun...I harap lah akak tu hentikan la dari contact mamat tu...takde maknanya...mamat tu maybe nak cari MILF je kot...ntah..tak tau dan I tak paham pesal dia nak berjiwang karat...lantak p la dia....I tak kisah..yg penting I tak kena-mengena...

Ok...I nak p jalan-jalan keliling ofis renggangkan otot

=3

Pembuangan sekali lagi

Assalamualaikum

So, agak lama la jugak I tak on9..bukan apa la...bajet nak kata busy memanjang, da abis study, da takde nak pening kepala dok menghadap assignment and study tiap-tiap malam sampai ke subuh...nak kata I busy ngan keja...well, keja aku kat ofis tu, setakat buat report ntah apa2...lgpun next month I will be jobless since contract da abis kot...lagipun next month will be my convocation!!! Whee~ (So, sila tunggu...)

Oh, apa yg I ckp kat atas tu takde kena mengena dengan tajuk besar tu...

Nak dijadikan cerita yang kait mengait ngan tajuk besar tu...well, I mentioned that it has been a while I'm not on9 much...in fact, when I do, only for some time, checking emails, commenting on some post, reading some news...(well, who cares anyway). Ni perangai mula malas on9 ni mula develop time bulan puasa baru-baru ni...ye la, I dok keja, kat ofis walaupun facebook tak kena sekat, tapi tak ble main game (so, because of that, I don't care anymore on what happen to my farm and my city in facebook...mehaha~) 

So, dipendekkan cite lg la (since I da nak masuk tido)

well, kan facebook skg ni, if you view the wall post and commenting on it until it reach 200++ comment between u and the other 2-3 friends, kat tepi sebelah kanan tu kan ada kira mcm memory flashback la konon on what did you post last year and last 2 years ago punya status...Honestly, I suka baca balik my status tu =3

Then, there is this status that I think I post last year. Then sorg "kwn" tu comment...then yang I pelik, kat tepi nama dia tu ada kata "2 mutual friend".

So I naik pelik, I click la "kwn" tu punya profile.

Dia UNFRIEND I kat facebook!!!

Ni bukan first time dia buat camtu...dulu pun dia buat sampai I ingat dia da sudi nak kawan dengan I, yg dia ni ada kehidupan sendiri, yg I tak perlu kacau dia lg....bla bla bla (insert any sulking sentence)

So, that 1st time si "kwn" tu buat camtu...I biar je...ye la...I ni pompuan...agak senang menangis kalau la kawan mana-mana tujukan kata-kata kesat...So, I da tak contact si kawan tu ntah brapa bulan lamanya.

Tapi...ye la, kita tak tau kan ketentuan Tuhan. There is this one day I jalan-jalan kat downtown Shah Alam dengan member time tu ada debate tournament, so malam tu free kitorg ronda-ronda la konon...time nak kuar dari tmpt tu...ASTAGFIRULLAALAZIM!!! SUBHANALLAH!!! Kecik sungguh dunia ni Ya Allah...boleh2 I TERjumpa si kawan. So, I tegur mcm biasa, tak nak la tunjuk yg I kecik hati sangat...tp serius cara I layan dia time tu tak seperti diri I yg biasa. Then I said goodbye. I tak bagi tgl nombor fon I kat si kawan tu...cuz I just blah. Then time OTW balik to our accommodation...si kawan msg (tak sangka pulak dia simpan lg konon my number)...I balas cam biasa...last-last I fire dia jgk la sbb unfriend kat facebook. Lagi tak ble blah, dia plak tuduh kata I yg unfriend (ntah sengal tahap berapa =.="). KEPADA KAWAN-KAWAN YANG BERADA DALAM FRIEND LIST KAT FACEBOOK, KORG INGAT NI BAIK-BAIK WALAUPUN KORG ATAU I YANG DA TAKDE KAT DUNIA NI, I TAK KAN PERNAH UNFRIEND MANA-MANA KAWAN I KAT FACEBOOK TU...SEKALI I ANGGAP KAWAN, SAMPAI BILA-BILA I SAYANG. I TAK SUKA PUTUSKAN SILATURAHIM.

Ok, tu cite (sebelum CAPS LOCK) tu adalah cerita tahun lepas. Ni nak cite tahun ni...I've mentioned that si kawan tu unfriend I lagi....I baru sedar malam ni sebab sejak dua menjak ni I malas buka facebook, so malam ni I bukak I jalan2 kat profile org. 

I tak harap sangat la si kawan tu baca entry kali ni...semoga la dia takde link to my blog. Kalo ada pun, baik dia lupakan je la...kalo dia baca, I think okay kot, bagi dia sedar banyak (bukan sikit okay). Ni yang I nak cakap kat si kawan:

Kehadapan si kawan,

Kenapa buat I macam tu lagi? I thought I made it clear that I am a woman of my word. When I told and threat you if you don't add me that night, I will not add you EVER. I am serious. And I thought I told you that if you ever unfriend me again, I will not add you again EVER. I gave you the second chance, I always believe that giving people the second chance is better because people don't want the history to repeat itself. But indeed you did, you repeat the history. You deleted me again and I don't know why. I am really disappointed I could cry. I am sad. Just sad. I geleng kepala bila tau u delete I lagi. I tak suka. I don't like this. I don't want friendship to abruptly ended by one-sided without any valid reason. 

But it happens...there's nothing you can do to undo the damage. Clicking the "Add as friend" button won't heal the wound, not in the past, and definitely not now because even if you do, I will just ignore because there's no 3rd chance given to anyone else whoever treat me bad in the past. This is the reason why I do this entry, to remind myself not to give you the 3rd chance. 

I'm sorry, but I can't give you the chance anymore. Hence, I wish you well, I wish you have a good life, I wish you going through a good life. I am wishing you all the best.

And in the name of Allah the Almighty, I forgive you even though what you did was really hurtful to me, but time will heal. InsyaAllah.

Good Luck!

-Me- 

Okay...tu je I nak ckp mlm ni. Tapi seriously, I memang kecewa. InsyaAllah, esok pagi lepas I da tido dengan nyenyak, I okay kot.

Ok. See ya!