Tuesday, September 27, 2011

6 Persoalan Hidup di tengahari yang sangat cool dan sangat best mau tido~

Soalan 1: Apa yang paling dekat dengang diri kita di dunia ini?
Jawapan 1: Mati. 
Sebab: Itu sudah janji Allah SWT bahawa setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan mati.

Soalan 2: Apa yang paling jauh dari diri kita di dunia ini?
Jawapan 2: Masa lalu
Sebab: benda da lalu, bukan senang nak dpt balik..and nak experience the same thing over and over again..*sendiri mau faham la kan*

Soalan 3: Apa yang paling besar di dunia ini?
Jawapan 3: Nafsu
Sebab: Nafsu yang menguasai diri , menyebabkan manusia gagal menggunakan akal , mata , telinga dan hati yang dikurniakan oleh Allah SWT. untuk hidup berlandaskan kebenaran

Soalan 4: Apa yang paling berat di dunia ini?
Jawapan 4: Memegang amanah
Sebab: *sendiri mau faham la kan*

Soalan 5: Apa yang paling ringan di dunia ini?
Jawapan 5: Meninggalkan solat
Sebab: Gara-gara pekerjaan, kita tinggalkan solat, gara-gara meeting kita tinggalkan solat.

Soalan 6: Apakah yang paling tajam di dunia ini?
Jawapan 6: Lidah manusia
Sebab: Kerana melalui lidah, manusia  dengan begitu mudah menyakiti hati dan melukai perasaan saudaranya sendiri.

-Credit to iluvislam.com-
- Go to http://www.iluvislam.com/tazkirah/nasihat/1359-6-persoalan-hidup.html for further reading -


 **So, lepas mkn jgn lupa tunaikan kewajiban okay**

Have a nice day!~

Sunday, September 25, 2011

That link you gave for me to open (it's a scary picture and some possessed girl screaming as the background

Assalamualaikum...Hello~

How are you readers?
I hope everyone is doing great.

Here's a thing that I would like to share this time.

You know that link that some people *especially guys* often give their friends *especially girls*...they gave the link to their friends in hope that their friends will check it out...Yes, for people who "Meh~ I don't give a damn about this", they may just ignore it. But what happen when the people happen to be someone who take whatever bloody link that the other people gave seriously?

Call me dumb or what, but blame the people that gave me the link...because apparently those people who gave me the link are my prep class student...and perhaps they need clarification on certain thing in their subject and stuff like that. So, that one fateful night, this one kid, he gave me the link in my Facebook inbox:


So, I open in *since he said that it's their class's picture*...
But BLOODY HELL!!!! It startled me with the screaming of a girl...I'm lucky enough that I didn't see the picture since I was browsing other page when I was waiting for that bloody link to open.

And...few days later...the friend of the "troll" up there did the same thing:
Like...ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME????


This retarded act really sickening me...so immature of you fella!
Hence, I am here to write a hate post about you people out there who like to scare girls with a link to scary stuff at night

Not-so Dear  people out there who like to scare girls with a link to scary stuff at night,
I do get your joke..I seriously get your bloody lame joke..some credit to you for trying your best to be in the next "Raja Lawak". But seriously? is that the best that you can do? *pffffttT* even my nephew can do better joke than that. And you think it's funny to laugh at a girl after scaring them off? here's the thing, I don't find it funny...I find it fucking retarded and fucking immature. If you do that to the girl that you like, then you're gonna be FOREVER ALONE knowing the fact that you made the girl of your dream hate you for the next lifetime. As for me, bear in mind that I will remember this stupid thing that you did until the day that I'm gone. Oh yes I did forgive your sick act, but I will never forget...someday, you will know that life's a bitch and you will think back on the bad things that you did in the past including scaring a girl at night. I hope you understand that I truly hate what you did. I hope that you will grow up and when you finally grow up, I hope you think back on how stupid was your act. Such a shame you made someone who wanted to help you feels so irritated with you..I truly am. And get this straight, the next time you see me, I'm gonna sneer at you and I will make sure that you will feel bad. I have nothing else to say because if I do, I will only gonna curse you...So with that, YOU enjoy your fun while it last..
-me-

Yes, you may feel that I made a big deal out of this *So what???!!!!* If you do, you can now point your mouse to the "X" on top of this window and close this.

I SANGAT benci dengan manusia-manusia yang macam ni...Korg ingat korg tu hebat sgt la? *da la bagi link pun mmg da terang2 tulis exorcist...nak kata palui boleh???* Korg takde keje lain ke nak buat..kalo takde pun, baik p tido la weyh! memanjang je I tgk status kata mengantuk la, lapar la, bosan la...obvious sgt korg mcm takde life nak appreciate kan! Daripada korg scaring girls camtu, baik korg p buat benda yg bagus, yang berfaedah...korg pedajal girls camtu, free-free korg kena sumpah...korg igt sikit, hidup ni mcm roda, sentiasa berputar, sekejap kat atas, kejap lg kat bawah...I tak nak la kata apa-apa...Tuhan je la balas perbuatan korg yg takde maknanya tu~

Ok..sekian rants yang terbuku sejak minggu lepas pada malam ni...semoga lain kali takde benda yang menyakitkan hati.

Selamat malam...PEACE!

P/s: Good luck la ye pada yg da dok finals tu...pada yg buat jahat tu, cepat2 la insaf, cepat2 minta maaf...kang result hampeh baru korg tau tingginya langit tu.











Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Just a random thought before I call it a day

Assalamualaikum and Hello =D

There are many things that I want to talk about. But since I should be in bed already, there are only one thing that I want to share for now.

Alhamdulillah,
All praise to Allah...for giving me the chance to live another day yesterday..If Allah give me another chance to live many more days to come, I hope I will be a better person than I was yesterday...InsyaAllah.

Alhamdulillah,
All praise to Allah...for giving me the faith and believe that whatever may happen, good or bad; there are always a solution. Thank You Allah for making me feel at peace knowing that with the faith I have in you, I am never alone because You will always be there for me.

Alhamdulillah,
All praise to Allah for still making me wake up to this family. There may be few things that we may lack of, but I never want to replace this family with any other. In the name of Allah, I love this family dearly.

Alhamdulillah,
All praise to Allah for still giving me enough food to eat and fill my empty stomach, and water to take away the thirst. I will always remember the hungry and the thirsty one that is unable to get enough food and water in their place

Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah...

There are just too many things that I want to thank Allah. Allah never fail to show me the way to things that I need in EVERYTHING. I could never thank Allah enough. I am grateful....I really am.

May Allah bless all of us
And in the name of Allah...before I go to sleep, I forgive each and everyone of you :-)

Monday, September 19, 2011

Please just distract me for a while

Assalamualaikum...Guten Morgen everyone =D

Just a brief idea...sorg akak kat office ni bagitau I ada satu company ni tgh cari pekerja baru...
In banking industry...mmg trusted la..
So now, I nak kena buat resume and hantar kat this one guy yg call akak tu tadi kat company tu...

InsyaAllah kalau ada rezeki, I dapat la tu kot...tapi apa-apa pun, usaha dulu baru tawakal kan =D

But please for now...tolong distract I dari fikir that thing cuz skg ni office hour, I tgh buat report..takut-takut je I tak focus nak olah ayat dalam report ni...LOL!~ Nanti malam, InsyaAllah I buat portfolio and touch-up sikit resume I yang da mmg standby tu...

Okay...Sambung buat keja...see ya!

Considerations and the merits of a piece of advice

Assalamualaikum, salam sejahtera, salam 1Malaysia =D

Hey Yo!~
So, I buat 2 post pada jangka masa tak sampai 24 jam...an achievement I must say in the effort of making me a rigid blogger...*maybe~*


Ok, entry kali ni takde la nak bebel panjang...nak masuk tido kejap lagi kot...nak bgun awal da, tak nak lambat..*insaf~*


Okay, it's not that I'm condoning anyone in this entry...no..It's just a thought that came across my mind *although it happens in real life of mine, but still, I am not condemning anyone* 
For me, advise is the most precious thing in this world one could ever obtain. It's not easy obtaining it and it is 10 times harder giving it if one don't have the ample experience to actually giving the advise full-heartedly.
I admit that I am not perfect, but I am trying to be a better person than I was yesterday. Giving advise is something that I somehow fear because it involve the judgement of oneself and in the end, resulting to certain action due to the advise that we gave. Hence, in terms of giving advise, I always don't give the solution to others, instead I lead them to finding the solution by their own; whether they know it or not.

But what happens when we already have the experience, we know what things needed to be done, what should we do, and what are the remedies when things goes wrong, but the person that we gave the advise won't listen to it and still stick to what they believe in although we know there are still yet another better solution. Honestly, it is heartbreaking for me...when someone won't even think or consider the thought that we gave. And when things just go wrong, they blame us for whatever happens and for not lending the hands or idea to help. Irritating isn't it? yeah...I know...That is why, when I am done giving the advise, and the person that I'm advising just won't listen, I just let them...besides, every sane human being are gifted with brain to think and I believe that whatever decision that we make and think of, it is guided by Allah SWT.

There...I said it...I will not condemning..I am just wishing the best in life in whatever decision that people have made after I gave them the advise. I just hope that they remember for whatever happen, happen for a reason, and there's blessing in disguise. I hope, no one ever question the destiny that they have to face to because, no matter what religion that you are practicing, we all believe that there will be a better day after a hard stormy day. Besides, it is God's way of revealing to us the mystery of life..it's just so wonderful and exploration is the best in understanding the value of life.

May God bless all of us.

Thanks for reading...See you soon! =)

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Infidelity?? I hope not

Assalamualaikum, Salam sejahtera, how are you dear readers?

So, we meet again and this time =D

Today, I nak cerita ala-ala drama kat TV tu...agak la...tapi tak la terlalu drama macam kat TV tu...masih boleh control kot (boleh control part I kot, tak tau la part akak tu...teehee)

So, as the world know it, yesterday was sunday and of course, today is monday and we don't need any doctor to diagnose how lazy people are when they have to wake up really early in the morning especially monday morning to prepare oneself for work. *well, I do, I woke up late but luckily manage to arrive just in time*

I tak tau apa kena dengan I, takde la nak moody sgt *despite the fact that I have monthly visitor now...pffftt!! You don't know how many chocolate that I indulge into yesterday* 
My mood was just fine...I mean, just fine.

Ok, skg baru kita masuk cerita yg sangat bersangkut paut ngan tajuk besar kat atas sekali tu...
Tak, bukan I yang buat infidelity tu..*boyfriend pun takde, camne nak infidelity? Kalo ada boyfriend pun, tak kuasa I nak curang...Ya Allah, pelihara la aku dari sifat itu Ya Allah*
Ini sorg akak la...dia ni dari minggu lepas lg syok nak cite kat aku pasal "boyfriend" baru dia, sorg caucasian (OMPUTIH GILA!!!), tinggal kat NEW YORK, USA (OVERSEA TUH!!!), Muda (ntah la brapa dekad gap dia ngan akak ni), and and and...mamat tu is a US Military...something like that la, yg penting mamat tu army for USA.
Masuk minggu ni, pagi-pagi, akak tu nmpk je I masuk ofis terus kata kat I "Facebook tak dpt bukak, kena block". I pun naik binggung pesal dia nak bgtau kat I plak?? bukan I yg filter segala laman sesawang yang ofis ni browse =.="
lgpun I masuk ofis bukan nak dok bukak Facebook je memanjang...pagi ni takde niat nak bukak website tu..pagi ni I nak terus buat report, akak tu plak sebok sampaikan berita camtu (bajet CNN!)...bukan I kemaruk sgt nak bukak Facebook, tak hairan la...I kat umah, dlm tandas pun I boleh Facebook kalo I nak (I je tak nak...tak kan nak aibkan diri sendiri).
I tahap tak puas hati pun ada...bukan apa la, I bukan nak mengajar sape-sape, nak fire sesape ke, apa ke...tapi buat je la cite ni sebagai ikhtibar buat bakal-bakal dan isteri-isteri kat luar sana (juga pada diri sendiri); seburuk mana pun suami kita, dia tetap suami kita, sudah ada ikatan yang sah, jangan dipertikaikan lagi. Terima segala kelemahan dan kekurangan yang ada, sesungguhnya hanya Allah SWT yang sempurna. Janganlah kita curang, walaupun suami kita tak tau kecurangan itu, tetapi ketahui lah dan ingatlah, Allah SWT maha mengetahui sama ada yang kita zahirkan, mahupun yang tercetus dalam hati naluri kita...sekiranya perasaan malu itu tidak ada terhadap diri sendiri, malu lah pada Allah SWT kerana Allah SWT maha melihat setiap apa perbuatan kita.

Bukan I nak tazkirah atau berceramah, tapi seriously, I pantang bila somebody tu ada kecenderungan nak curang dengan partner sendiri...I mean, come on la..da berapa lama bersama, skg nak buat hal pulak..hal yang sekelip mata je da boleh runtuhkan kebahagiaan yang terbina selama ni..tak baik..

Mungkin akak ni boleh diselamatkan dari hanyut dan terus cair oleh mamat tu..ye la, I ada gak baca sikit apa private msg yg mamat tu send kat akak tu *da akak tu bagi tunjuk baca, I baca la..*...seriously...mamat tu jiwang tahap buku penulisan Romeo...tapi I yakin yang setiap cebis yg dia tulis tu, amik dari mana-mana buku je...*bukannya akak tu tau segala buku yang ada kat NY tu kan...teehee*
Tapi, seriously la...mmg tahap boleh mencairkan mana-mana wanita..*but for me, it's too cliche because I mcm pernah baca kat memana ayat mamat tu*
Nasib baik la I menolak bila akak tu nak bagi I bercakap kat fon bila mamat tu call akak tu aritu...*walaupun I ada American accent, tak kuasa I nak cari pasal...nak mamat tu tak puas hati, kang dia hantar bom pegi kawasan ni :-O*

Tapi apa-apa pun...I harap lah akak tu hentikan la dari contact mamat tu...takde maknanya...mamat tu maybe nak cari MILF je kot...ntah..tak tau dan I tak paham pesal dia nak berjiwang karat...lantak p la dia....I tak kisah..yg penting I tak kena-mengena...

Ok...I nak p jalan-jalan keliling ofis renggangkan otot

=3

Friday, September 16, 2011

Pembuangan sekali lagi

Assalamualaikum

So, agak lama la jugak I tak on9..bukan apa la...bajet nak kata busy memanjang, da abis study, da takde nak pening kepala dok menghadap assignment and study tiap-tiap malam sampai ke subuh...nak kata I busy ngan keja...well, keja aku kat ofis tu, setakat buat report ntah apa2...lgpun next month I will be jobless since contract da abis kot...lagipun next month will be my convocation!!! Whee~ (So, sila tunggu...)

Oh, apa yg I ckp kat atas tu takde kena mengena dengan tajuk besar tu...

Nak dijadikan cerita yang kait mengait ngan tajuk besar tu...well, I mentioned that it has been a while I'm not on9 much...in fact, when I do, only for some time, checking emails, commenting on some post, reading some news...(well, who cares anyway). Ni perangai mula malas on9 ni mula develop time bulan puasa baru-baru ni...ye la, I dok keja, kat ofis walaupun facebook tak kena sekat, tapi tak ble main game (so, because of that, I don't care anymore on what happen to my farm and my city in facebook...mehaha~) 

So, dipendekkan cite lg la (since I da nak masuk tido)
well, kan facebook skg ni, if you view the wall post and commenting on it until it reach 200++ comment between u and the other 2-3 friends, kat tepi sebelah kanan tu kan ada kira mcm memory flashback la konon on what did you post last year and last 2 years ago punya status...Honestly, I suka baca balik my status tu =3

Then, there is this status that I think I post last year. Then sorg "kwn" tu comment...then yang I pelik, kat tepi nama dia tu ada kata "2 mutual friend".
So I naik pelik, I click la "kwn" tu punya profile.

Dia UNFRIEND I kat facebook!!!

Ni bukan first time dia buat camtu...dulu pun dia buat sampai I ingat dia da sudi nak kawan dengan I, yg dia ni ada kehidupan sendiri, yg I tak perlu kacau dia lg....bla bla bla (insert any sulking sentence)
So, that 1st time si "kwn" tu buat camtu...I biar je...ye la...I ni pompuan...agak senang menangis kalau la kawan mana-mana tujukan kata-kata kesat...So, I da tak contact si kawan tu ntah brapa bulan lamanya.

Tapi...ye la, kita tak tau kan ketentuan Tuhan. There is this one day I jalan-jalan kat downtown Shah Alam dengan member time tu ada debate tournament, so malam tu free kitorg ronda-ronda la konon...time nak kuar dari tmpt tu...ASTAGFIRULLAALAZIM!!! SUBHANALLAH!!! Kecik sungguh dunia ni Ya Allah...boleh2 I TERjumpa si kawan. So, I tegur mcm biasa, tak nak la tunjuk yg I kecik hati sangat...tp serius cara I layan dia time tu tak seperti diri I yg biasa. Then I said goodbye. I tak bagi tgl nombor fon I kat si kawan tu...cuz I just blah. Then time OTW balik to our accommodation...si kawan msg (tak sangka pulak dia simpan lg konon my number)...I balas cam biasa...last-last I fire dia jgk la sbb unfriend kat facebook. Lagi tak ble blah, dia plak tuduh kata I yg unfriend (ntah sengal tahap berapa =.="). KEPADA KAWAN-KAWAN YANG BERADA DALAM FRIEND LIST KAT FACEBOOK, KORG INGAT NI BAIK-BAIK WALAUPUN KORG ATAU I YANG DA TAKDE KAT DUNIA NI, I TAK KAN PERNAH UNFRIEND MANA-MANA KAWAN I KAT FACEBOOK TU...SEKALI I ANGGAP KAWAN, SAMPAI BILA-BILA I SAYANG. I TAK SUKA PUTUSKAN SILATURAHIM.

Ok, tu cite (sebelum CAPS LOCK) tu adalah cerita tahun lepas. Ni nak cite tahun ni...I've mentioned that si kawan tu unfriend I lagi....I baru sedar malam ni sebab sejak dua menjak ni I malas buka facebook, so malam ni I bukak I jalan2 kat profile org. 

I tak harap sangat la si kawan tu baca entry kali ni...semoga la dia takde link to my blog. Kalo ada pun, baik dia lupakan je la...kalo dia baca, I think okay kot, bagi dia sedar banyak (bukan sikit okay). Ni yang I nak cakap kat si kawan:

Kehadapan si kawan,
Kenapa buat I macam tu lagi? I thought I made it clear that I am a woman of my word. When I told and threat you if you don't add me that night, I will not add you EVER. I am serious. And I thought I told you that if you ever unfriend me again, I will not add you again EVER. I gave you the second chance, I always believe that giving people the second chance is better because people don't want the history to repeat itself. But indeed you did, you repeat the history. You deleted me again and I don't know why. I am really disappointed I could cry. I am sad. Just sad. I geleng kepala bila tau u delete I lagi. I tak suka. I don't like this. I don't want friendship to abruptly ended by one-sided without any valid reason. 
But it happens...there's nothing you can do to undo the damage. Clicking the "Add as friend" button won't heal the wound, not in the past, and definitely not now because even if you do, I will just ignore because there's no 3rd chance given to anyone else whoever treat me bad in the past. This is the reason why I do this entry, to remind myself not to give you the 3rd chance. 
I'm sorry, but I can't give you the chance anymore. Hence, I wish you well, I wish you have a good life, I wish you going through a good life. I am wishing you all the best.
And in the name of Allah the Almighty, I forgive you even though what you did was really hurtful to me, but time will heal. InsyaAllah.
Good Luck!
-Me- 

Okay...tu je I nak ckp mlm ni. Tapi seriously, I memang kecewa. InsyaAllah, esok pagi lepas I da tido dengan nyenyak, I okay kot.

Ok. See ya!