Sunday, June 8, 2014

I blame nobody

I really don't mind what am I turning to...
I was a sweet sweet girl
I live the life as if the day is my last
I feel joy I feel fine
I feel carefree I feel wonderful
I feel the love...I feel it all. 

But our universe is funny 
Letting us plan and have it our way
And just like that it all becomes a feeling that we had
Meaning to live the life
End up being full of fury

Not a thing that we could blame
Others just do their thing
Behind that every smile and joy of somebody
One actually suffer
Desperate to find the pure happiness
You and I craving for

I blame nobody even from the very beginning 

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Monday, January 13, 2014

Aku bukannya baik sangat pun....

Assalamualaikum...
Apa khabar?
Sihat ka?
Sudah makan??

Kalau aku tanya tu...well...at least itu starter aku mau mula conversation la...Selalu aku blur macam mana mau mula conversation...I mean, I may just stand/sit there with my blur face not knowing what to do or what's gonna happen next.
Yep...aku memang minah blur.

Bukan mau judgmental la juga...tapi aku tau tu...ada saja itu ini yang berkata dan bermadah yang si Ija ni macam tiada guna...ya la...gaya selalu blur.
Tapi bagi si Ija...dia peduli apa~
Bukan ignorance la...tapi...when I think about it, is it not within my power to stop other people to do what they want to do or say what they want to say?? I don't think so.
Bukan mau condemn siapa...masing-masing pun manusia...Ada yang tidak senang sama orang yang kita senang...vice versa.

Sebab tu aku cakap aku ni bukannya baik sangat pun. Ya la...aku pun ada aku suka, ada aku tidak suka...tapi...perlu ka semua benda happens the way that I want it to be???
Ada masa aku cool macam biasa saja kalau benda jadi is below my expectation. Ada masa aku boleh meroyan macam perempuan gila bila benda jadi macam tu.
Tapi apa-apa pun, aku minta la dijauhkan dari perangai yang tidak baik.
Sebab aku bukannya baik sangat la aku minta jauh dari perkara macam tu...Sebab aku manusia...sebab orang lain pun manusia...sebab masing-masing ada hati dan perasaan.
I don't want bad things being said about me, so I refuse to say bad things about others. I'm just a listener, and I will never want to tell others the bad that the other told. Biar sampai aku saja.

Semoga yang baik-baik saja....




P/s: Salam Maulidur Rasul. Tadi aku dengar marhaban dari surau kampung. Aku rasa rindu. Tak tau pada siapa....selalu aku rindu bapa aku...tapi tadi terlintas di hati aku, aku rindu Rasulallah.